YouTube?????

So I kind of spend all of my free time looking at makeup tutorials on YouTube. 

I have decided lately that I would like to make makeup tutorials too. I am actually very handy with makeup and know a lot about it. However, I am actually very frightened of getting 'hate' I guess or people from my school to find out that I actually do make YouTube tutorials and I am afraid of getting made fun of.

I know I shouldn't care about what people think but I do. Whatever though...